2005年3月7日

今天媽媽回復「往常」沒有希望的她。
我好像就嗅到了那一陣腐朽的氣味,混入了數日前的香水味,就是我的媽。
於是我選了逃。我對自己沒有信心,我知道我只會發脾氣,於是又逃了。
早上在教會旁邊的人都睡了。牧師在說著話,我在看路加福音(但今天牧師要我們的是希伯來書),看到耶穌的作工,祂是無私的,祂從來沒有批判同性戀者,祂沒有說教,只讓人們感受到愛。我仍是掂念著上星期...幸好沒有再發生。
媽媽她已經數天沒有洗澡,更沒有洗臉。今天她的口紅就像整容失敗的腫脹,我只懂得假扮沒有看到。所有人都在假扮沒有看到。
逃逃逃。逃到巴士站前看書,感到涼風的一絲寒意,抖了一抖。

4 則留言:

XexeX 說...

像伯多祿一樣,唔認耶穌

匿名 說...

wish you have peace of heart... it is so hard... i can understand...

i also had mental sickness before and i understand it is very hard for people around me. but i have to fight to those who care.

wish you have the peace in the heart.
ahsun

匿名 說...

wish you have peace of heart... it is so hard... i can understand...

i also had mental sickness before and i understand it is very hard for people around me. but i have to fight to those who care.

wish you have the peace in the heart.
ahsun

Crazylegz 說...

ah sun...thanks so mcuh, I really appreciate your support.

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