又生日了

本來想用「今天應該很高興」作題，又覺太花巧了。

其實，在12點前，收到不少祝福的tweets和message，還有sms...

是應該很高興的。

明天放假。老公Day off陪伴。有喜歡的舞蹈課。

為什麼我的心裡還在想著...在隱隱作痛呢？

昨晚終於和他和大家一聚，能夠給他一個很大力的擁抱，是我唯一能做的事吧。

這晚，忽然變成了聚餐。大家煞有介事的在討論要做的「後事」。還有他的一句衝口而出「xx」令我們不禁莞爾。昔日的他就像回來了。

然而，又太不一樣。

不過，見到他的釋懷，自己反而仍像揮之不去。

這幾天在不停翻看他的blog和facebook, 一邊看一邊在胡思亂想...一定要做一個好Blogger和Twitterer，至少他日被「翻看」時才能給人一個像樣的回憶。

今年的生日願望是「但願人長久」，如果不能長久，至少，但願人平安吧。

寄語朱凌凌的《Cloud》


(瘋腿按：你能在短片中找到我嗎？)

Cloud by 朱凌凌

There's a story to be told
It's about something that flows slow
The place we all finally will go
That's the cloud in the sky – "Our Soul"

We all have to play a role
We won't know until we are old
When the day comes, the answer will show
Then we will be a child waiting to get old

We are getting old
No longer be a child
Losing faith
Losing soul
Cos we are old

When we're born, we start a cycle
A cycle of getting old
And we die we only have our soul
Then we will find many choices we haven't choose

Once I feel regret
Wanna start life again
Our soul will transform to someone's tears
All the tears flowing to the sky

Be a cloud
Be a crowd of cloud in the sky
Going to fall again
When the cycle ends
And why we can't say goodbye (to our lives)